Sunday, January 04, 2009

Dancing for rain.

I wish I had seven sets of this outfit,
on standby for when I really need it,
cause it makes me feel heaps better.
*

Nights, I fight the urge to contact you,
because I never have anything to say.
I think you figured that out and
you have your own things, that's good.

I think I gave you the wrong idea,
about this person I'm supposed to be.
I think I had the wrong idea,
cause all I was doing was trying
to be someone I thought you'd like.
Subconsciously, most of the time.
It's not a big deal, it's not like
I compromised anything huge.
I can just drop it, now.

I used to think love/like would
just help see everything through,
because it would be enough.
I think I expected too much out of
everyone else.
It'd be enough on my end, from you.
*

Talking with Bry and Sylvia today
made me wonder if I'm giving too much away.

All those times I say I don't know?
I fucking know, the answer's somewhere,
but maybe it's too difficult.
So no, not giving away enough.

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